Okay, it goes like this. 

Last night was off the chains.  The BURFDAY party was my favorite and bestest burfday party I've ever had.  No joke!  There is no "but" at the end of the story.  It was amazing.  It was packed.  The crowd was energized, Gimel was playing all the funkiest cuts, we had great prizes, the comedians were funny as I don't know what, the poets rocked it like it was no bodies business.  We laughed, we cried, we played games.  And then we laughed some more.  It was one of the most funnest (by the way, I know I am not speaking the best ENGLISH) SPOKEN FUNK's that I could remember.  Thank you, Lord.  And thank you to all the people that came and shared this special day with me.  YAY!

My wife bought me an I-phone with "our" money.  HAHAHAHA.  I am taking it back to get the money.  Just joking.  Are you crazy?  I am KEEPING my I-phone.  She made me open the ift right there on stage.  I was like...WOA!!!  I think my wife has a gift when it comes to buying gifts.  It is so hard to explain .  She just plain buys the the best gifts.  Wait!  It is not only just buying the best gifts..it is giving the best perfect gift at the best perfect time.  All the way down to the gift of my daughter.  I don't know.  It is hard to describe.  Basically, I am trying to say that I love my wife and her gift giving abilities.

So, that is that.  God is good.  I was gonna complain about something that has nothing to do with the party.  It had everything to do with the audition that I went on earlier in the day.  But I am not going to complain.  But, if I were gonna complain, this is what I would say...

...so, I went to this movie audition and completely rocked it.  I am thinking that at the very least, I would get a call-back...cause when I say that I rocked it, I mean, I completely rocked it.  I got a call today telling me that I didn't get the call-back.  WHAT!?!?!  Now, my concern is...am I being too greedy?  Do I just want everything?  Am I not grateful?  Will GOD give me everything that I desire?  How can I complain (if I were gonna complain) when GOD just blessed me with the best burfday party I have ever had?  How can I do this? 

It is just that my acting is my life.  I really want to make this happen and I pray for that as much as I pray for all other things except Juren's health.  So, why haven't my prayers been answered on that front?  This co-starring role in this movie would have changed my acting career.  Am I greedy?  I know I am human, but do I just want it all?

If acting is not gonna be my thang, Lord, then should I just stop concentrating on that and concentrate solely on SPOKEN FUNK?  Last week was a beast of endless auditions, getting up at the crack of dawn to try to get them all in.  And I was geeked.  I was excited.  I am with a new agent and I was getting bigger and better role opportunities...I was for sure that things were about to pop.  IMMEDIATELY!  Maybe I just need to be more patient.  I don't know. 

I am just telling you what I would have complained about if I were gonna complain.

Bless me indeed and enlarge my territory.  Keep your hands on me and keep me from my enemies so that I may cause no pain.  Halleluyah.

Keep it Natural.