I just got done fighting a long hard fought battle.  The devil and I were ensued in one of the longest bouts of my short life.  I tell you I was fighting for 17 years.  It was crazy.  I won the war about a month ago and kicked this addiction that I had with the help of my adorable wife.  If that is not reason enough to love her endlessly, I don't know what is.  Well, besides the point that she is the most adorable, attractive beautiful, hardest working woman in the world.  Oh and she gave birth to my lovely, always smiling, most beautifullest baby in the whole wide world.  And there is always the fact...well, as you can see I have many reasons to love my darling, Juren.  But, where was I?

Ahh, yes.  My addiction that I conquered and really don't care to indulge any further information about it.  But, as with many people with addicting personalities, I have dropped one and picked up another one, doggonnit.  And I wish I could say that it was something as silly as love.  Yes, I wouldn't mind being like that singer and being addicted to love.  I wouldn't mind even being addicted to work or to writing poetry or to anything fun-loving.  But alas, I am not.  I am addicted to a thing that seems funny, but under the chocolate and the apple cream...it is quite sad.  I have always been somewhat addicted to it.  But now that I am free from all other addictions...it has taken hold of my body and not let go...officially.  It has claimed the title of being the sole addiction of my life.  It is the champ.  And the champ is hard to beat.  This addiction is...you guessed it FOOD. 

I am sick of it.  I really am.  And this is not meant to be humorous.  I really am sick of it.  And like I asked GOD on the last addiction, I ask again...WHAT DO I NEED TO DO?  I will do anything to kick this habit.  Please help me, Lord.  I have all the tools.  I have the foods lined up that I love eating and that are healthy for me.  Now, all I have to do it is put them to use.  I have my all natural fruit smoothies (I even have the machine to make them), I have my red potatoes instead of french fries, I have all my organic and natural juices such as grape, white grape, apple, apple grape, apple strawberry and of course orange juice.  I have my organic baked chicken, my Ezekiel 9 organic wheat bread, organic pasta, coconut oil...I mean, the list goes on and on.  This is not like it was back in the day when I ate terrible cause I didn't have any healthy food that I liked. I am older now and have found many good healthy foods that I like.  I just have to eat them.  I have to take the time to prepare them and then eat them.  What seems to be the problem?

Help me, Lord!

Bless me indeed and enlarge my territory.  Keep your hands on me and keep me from my enemies so that I may cause no pain.  Halleluyah.  Keep it Natural.