Tonight I feel like "Blah".  I went from Yay to Blah in 0.5 hours.  That is pretty slow for a car but fast as hec for a human.  About 4 o'clock my world came to a screeching halt.  Geesh, I am so serious.  If you really knew why...you would laugh at me.  Dang, Poetri, it only takes that to bring your world to a stop.  But, see you forgot that I am deranged.  I have been trying to tell my wife that for years.   

So, not like a serious screeching halt, but like a poet that battles evil forces in the night or like a Christian man who over thinks and never under stands...or like me...yea, that is the best way to describe me...ME...to me a screeching halt...which may not be a screeching halt to you...nine times out of ten is some small thing that didn't go the way I planned!!!  See the difference.  You are probably normal.  Well, if you are read this journal on the daily, you might not be normal.  So, look in the mirror, people. 

If this is your first time, I am weird.  Crazy. Strange.  Not normal.  I am like a superhero.  What is the opposite of super?  Yea, that is what I am...I can leap wide array of emotions in a single bound.  Write poems with depression hands at the drop of a dime.  I can unintentionally make people mad faster than a speeding bullet.  I am not sure about how super I am...but I know I am a hero.   A hero of some kind...A hero in my own mind.  Yet, if the world knew the enemies I fought on the daily that have supernatural powers...they would write a comic book about me.  It is a blessing I have my wife to share my life with.  Behind every hero is a shero and she is mine.  Cleaning up the mess that I leave behind.

Anyhoo, just a little note to let you know how un-serious my drama can be sometime...I feel better now.  Already...yup, I am all good.  You know why?  Because I am crazy.  You already knew that.  I told you that in the other paragraph.  But, also because...I just got home from Spoken Funk and Juren told me that the Lakers played.  I have it taped.  I love the Lakers.  I am about to go watch it and enjoy life for about one hour.  Watching the Lakers game already taped is the best thing in the world to do.  A game is normally about three hours or so.  Tivo'd...it is 45 minutes.  I fast forward the commercials and the free throws.  I skip the halftime and the court side analysis.  It is the only way to watch the game.  So, yes, I am good now.  I am all good.  Goooooooooooooo Lakers! 

Now, if I come back here later on tonight or tomorrow.  you know that I found out that the Lakers lost.  They played Denver...there is a good chance that they might have.  I would be depressed again.  See how serious my depressions are...

Bless me indeed and enlarge my territory.  Keep your hands on me and keep me from my enemies so that I may cause no pain...halleluyah.     

Keep it Natural.