I feel like there is not enough time in the day.  And then on other days, I feel like I can't take another hour.  I wish the day was over.  This is not one of those days...nope...on this day, I wish I had more time.  I wish I had more time to hug and kiss my daughter.  I wish I had more time to play games with my wife.  I will tell you more about that later.  We have found a new game and have brought back the excitement of our game time.  Shoot, that might be a whole new journal.  I wish I had more time to rest.  I wish I had more time to work.  It is weird, I have so much to do, I just wish that this day could last a little longer.  But, with that being said...I am looking forward to Monday.  Monday is the day my life is going to change.  I feel it.

I am just confused, I guess.  But, Monday...oh my gosh...Monday.  I am so looking forward to it.  It will change my life.  I feel big things are gonna happen on Monday.  I am gonna get news that will change my whole career.  I feel it.  I think.  I wish I really knew when GOD was talking to me.  I mean...I really get HIM when I read the Bible.  I really hear HIM when I hear a sermon at church.  So, there are many times, HIS voice comes to me loud and clear.  Poetri do this...or don't do that.  But, there are times, when I am alone...when I am away form the church steeple, away from my Bible.  It is just me and HIM.  My thoughts are racing a million miles a minute.  And I can't hear HIM.  I already know that I talk too much.  Apparently, I think too much, also.  I think I hear HIM sometimes, but it turns out to just be my own thoughts interfering in my conversations.  It is weird. 

I say all that to say...I think something big is happening in my life on Monday.  But, I could be wrong and it could be my own thoughts playing tricks on me.  But, I am thinking I am about to get this call that I have been waiting for.  Maybe it will come this week.  I hate saying "maybe", cause they come from a far away place and might not make it here on time.  I am more of a "certainly" kind of guy.  But, I haven't mastered the art of listening to the LORD, yet.  So, for now I have to settle for "maybes"  Yes, and still, I am so excited.  I will keep you posted.  You know I will.

Anyhoo, my wife and I have found a new passion.  The game "TROUBLE".  Do you remember this game?  I used to hate it.  But, now I love it.  Especially when I win.  Which by the way is the majority of the time.  HAHAHA.  Just joking.  Juren has been known to kick my butt numerous times in a row on the many games that we have played and TROUBLE is no exception.  I remember the days when we played SCRABBLE religiously.  And then we went to UNO and then Connect Four and somewhere in between all of that was a little period where we ventured into the game LIFE.  But, now...now it is all about TROUBLE.  

Juren whipped my tail several times over on our vacation.  I lost so many times, I got mad and didn't want to play anymore.  But, now that we are back on home turf.  I have regained the title.  Even though I just lost the last game we played.  Ughhh.  But, I have learned that it is not the game we play...it is not whether I win or lose...it is the time we share having fun.  I love that.  I love her.  And I also love to win, by the way.  Just keeping it real, ya' heard?  And since I am thinking about it.  After I finish writing, I might just go kick her butt and then ahve a nice good night sleep.  Yea, that is what I will do.  There ain't nothing like a good old butt whipping.       

Bless me indeed and enlarge my territory.   Keep your hands on me and keep me from my enemies so that I may cause no pain.  Halleluyah.