I need to distract my distractions. I wish I could confuse my lies with truth. Like J- Moss said (You don't nothing about J-Moss!!!) I have a hunger for being right. But my hunger seems to get distracted by satisfaction. The satisfaction that I AM living right. The satisfaction that I am full. I need to stay hungry. Keep fighting. Never get weary. Never stop. The devil is on the grind and if I must keep up with the Jones, I must stay on the grind, too. If I don't, I get run over and stepped on and left in the dust. I must come with the sword that GOD told me to stand up and fight with. I mean, I am a grown man. Some things are just getting ridiculous. It is time for me to man up and pass some of these hurdles that I have been trying to jump over for years. Come on now, Poetri. I mean, Devin. Let's stop bull crapping and start living like a king. GOD didn't make no wimps. I need to be stronger than that. I need to live a life as if I am forever hungry. If I don't, I get tricked into thinking that everything is okay and BAM!!! I get led astray. I want to fool my foolishness.
Hello world. How are you doing today? I am tired as you can see. Tired of being led away from GOD with distractions and physically tired cause I didn't sleep well last night. The couch is starting to get on my nerves. So, I might be a little on the edge today. I might have to bo-gaurd myself back into the bedroom and move Genesis out to the couch. HAHA. I tossed and turned and then tossed and turned and then tossed and turned all night long. I felt like Lionel Ritchie. So, as soon as Genesis wakes up and gets out of my bed...guess where I am gonna be for a good portion of the day.
I refuse, however to allow this day to be a waste. Why? Well, because it is the first day I have had off in a week or so. I have no auditions, no nothing. I can just chill at home all day today and relax. And a brother like me can always use a good relaxing. I have been ripping and running since we got back from vacation. Shoot, maybe that was longer than a week ago. It has been busy.
I have not gotten my Sunday fix in a minute at church. I don't think I have been for three weeks or so due to various reasons. Genesis dedication was this past Sunday night, so I was preparing myself to hear the word, cause I know I needed it. And for some reason, we had a guest speaker who was more hilarious than anything else. I didn't get anything out of it. I was too busy being distracted by humor. I hate distractions. That is why I said that I need to distract my distractions. The good thing about everything is GOD IS GOOD. I cannot get distracted enough to forget about that.
Well, I have a gang of things to do while I am on my day off. First things first, though. I must sleep. So, I will holla later. PEACE!
Bless me indeed and enlarge my territory. Keep your hands on me and keep me from my enemies so that I may cause no pain. Halleluyah.
Keep it Natural.
regards to your family.God bless
What a joy to see your words. Thank you. And yes, it has been a long time. i trust that you are doing well.