My friend said it best.  He changes channels all the time.  I am like him.  My mind changes channel every second.  One minute, I am up, one minute I am down.  One minute, I am spiritual, the next I am a heathen.  One minute sad...then mad...then glad...then depressed...then just stressed...then cool...calm...and...collected.  then...loved...hated...respected.  I have already changed my disposition three times since I started today's journal.

The one staple that I can count on to never change is my journal.  My writing.  Well, the true thing that never changes is GOD.  HE is the same today, yesterday and tomorrow.  But, I am talking about humanistically speaking.  My writing.  That is my sanity.  I know you are reading this...I see you...we talked about this...I won't say who you are...but you know who you are...I know you know I know who you are ( sorry about that people, I was having a one on one conversation). Anyhoo...it keeps me sane.  Where would I be without my writing?

Enough about that.  Let's talk about something that is not deep.  Let's talk about superficial things.  And I wonder if it will still work.  I wonder will I still be cured from the afflictions of the moment. 

Fluff. 

Here is it goes.  It had to take Diana, Juren and myself three hours to watch this movie.  The movie was great...but I feel sorry for anyone outside of the family that watches a movie with us.  It just plain takes too long.  I will have to pause, cause I have to go to the bathroom, Diana will have to pause to go get the food...Juren will have to pause cause she missed something and we would have to rewind it alllllll the way back so she can catch it.  She is not the only one that stops it for small reasons.  I will stop and push pause just to note how good an actor is doing with that particular line or something.  Or maybe we have to stop it cause Genesis is crying.  The point is...it takes waaaay to long to watch a great movie.  But, since we all have fun...i guess it doesn't matter.

Can I slip in some deepness?  I need to learn how to have more fun.  People joke around and I get upset about it.  I need to relax.  I need to be patient.  Please Lord, add these two things to the current long list of my problems.  Please mark them as cured.  Halleluyah.

Right now.  Right this second.  Right as I am writing.  I feel terrible.  Tomorrow, it will all be good.  I will smile and be happy (you know who???)  You might not read about it, cause I only tend to write when I am upset.  Hmmm, why is that?  I know a lot of writers that write their best work when they are mad, or sad.  I guess I am the same way.  I don't know.

It didn't work.

Bless me indeed and enlarge my territory.  Keep your hands on me and keep me from my enemies so that I may cause no pain.

Keep it Natural.