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Monday, December 3rd 2007

02:16:33 AM

Dear Jesus...

Our heavenly, Holy, Wonderful, Incredible, Amazing, Awesome, Father, Hallowed be thy name.  Thank you, Jesus. 

I need to find my highlighter. 

Haha.  It sounds funny writing a letter to you.  But, I wish I did it more often.  This is my prayer.  And I most definitely wish I did this more often.  Church was off the chains Sunday morning.  I am so happy that you have given me the insight to know that church is FOR me.  It is my medicine.  I am sick and there ain't nothing like a good dose of "preachin" to cleanse my soul.  It was at church where I first heard to read the Bible.  And then Inheard it many many times!!!  And it wasn't until the one millionth time that I finally decided to do it for real.  Oh, I have read the Bible before (parts, at least) but I am talking about really, really reading it.  I am talking about getting into the WORD and allowing the WORD to get into me!!!  Oh what a feeling.  I thank you for being patient with me.  Cause reading the Bible now has changed my life.  In fact, I am in the process of reading the Bible right now.  I am on Numbers Chapter 16 Verse 1.  I just wanted to stop by and tell you that before I read any further.  I will be jumping back and forth between my Bible and my journal today when the spirit hits me.  And a lot of times it does.  It hits me hard.  Ouch!  That is gonna leave a mark.  Every time you see a line that means time has passed...just to let you know...


  I need to find my highlighter.  I started reading the Bible and highlighting the parts that moved or touched me at any given particular time.  And now, that I found my Bible again, I have lost my highlighter.  Lord, where is my highlighter?  Please highlight my highlighter, so that I can find it amongst all of the junk that is in my house.
Okay, you guys are gonna think I am crazy.  I remember the first time, I was looking for a highlighter.  Not mine...cause I didn't have one yet to call my own.  I prayed to the lord for me to get one or find one laying around the house or something...and lo and behold, I was led to get up and find one.  BAM.  Right there on the living room table was a highlighter.  I had never seen the large container that was carrying pens and such before...or if I had, I had never seen a highlighter inside of it before...and sure enough there one was.  I believe I wrote about it in my journal.  And now...just now...just a second ago, I read a passage and it had some points that I wanted to highlight and I wrote the paragraph above asking the Lord to please allow me to find my highlighter...and wouldn't you know it?  As soon as I finished typing that, I looked a little more harder on my desk and there right behind my iphone box was my highlighter.  So small...but so big.  God is good.  I rejoice and am glad in all the small things that HE does for me..cause I know big things will come.  Halleluyah. 

Back to my Bible reading...and back to highlighting...


  Woa.  God is a jealous God.  How many times did HE bless Israel and provide miracle after miracle and they still turned away from Him?  I catch myself when I laugh at their ignorance...but...I do the same thing.  I feel like Israel.  How many times has the Lord blessed me and then a week later (or less) I turn around and start complaining about this and that?  When am I gonna let go of everything and release it all to GOD.  He has my back.  For real.  He has proven it time and time again.  Yet, as I write this as I just finish reading how Israel turns on GOD again, I will no doubt (probably in THIS journal) be complaining about something meaningless within the week.  It is crazy.  I hate the human in me.  I love the GOD in me, but hate the flesh. 


Well, I thank you for the reading and the hearing of your word, Lord.  halleluyah.  I pray to take what I read today and use it in everyday life.  I pray to take what I learned in church and serve.  I pray that I walked out of that church house prepared to work.  I pray that I am prepared to serve others.  I pray that I am ready to be a non-complaining man of GOD.  Some complaints are good.  But, my complaints...hahaha...mine are about as worthless as they come.  That is why I thank you, Lord.

I need a new paragraph to tell you why I thank you.  And this paragraph by far will not be enough.  I could write a million thank yous in a million journals and explain a million different ways...and it still would not be enough.  Halleluyah.  I thank you for waking me up this morning.  I thank you for your guidance and your paitience with me.  I thank you for your teachings.  I thank you for your blessings.  I thank you for Japan, Long island and Temple University.  I thank you, Lord for hope.  Man, where would I be without that.  You give me the opportunity to hope for all things.  I thank you for trials.  I thank you for suffering.  I thank you for happiness.  I thank you for joy.  I thank you for breath.  Oh, glory to GOD.  I thank you!!!

Whew.  I wanted to talk about church and what was said, but it is late...or should I say it is early.  And although, I don't have much to do on Monday (due to the fricken strike, which by the way, Lord, I pray to be over soon) I still should take my self to bed.  So, Lord, I thank you for allowing me to come to you on this occasion and I pray that I keep coming to you forever more.  Halleluayah.  Please bless all my family members and friends and enemies and anyone else that has a heart that beats.  Thank you for loving me.

Bless me indeed and enlarge my territory.  Keep your hands on me and keep me from my enemies so that I may cause no pain. The kingdom is yours, in your wonderful amazing name...Jesus name...  

Amen.

     

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