These past couple weeks have been extremely rough for me. Only I know the struggles that I am going through, no one seems to understand, but even I am tired of me complaining. I am tired of being frustrated. I am tired of being upset. I am tired of being angry at myself and at everyone else. I am tired of feeling sorry for myself. I am tired of me. I am just plain tired. Lord, I do need a miracle. I need your help on several issues. I wish complaining about life wasn't so stressful and time consuming. Yes, I could waste the whole day complaining about why my life is not what I envisioned it.
Why I am not a big star, yet? Why do I have liquid in my stupid ears and cannot hear ANYTHING? Why are the bumps coming back in full force on my neck? Why don't I have money to pay my mortgage? Why am I almost about to lose my house? Why am I fat? Funny, but I do think that? Why don't I stop eating when I already think that I am fat? Should be a noooo brainer, right? Why isn't it a no brainer? Why don't I step up when people walk all over me? Why do I feel like I have not one solid friend in the world that I can trust. And trust me there is more where that came from. I was feeling pretty bad coming home from Da' Poetry Lounge tonight for a million other reasons that are valid and not valid.
...but then I came home and saw my three month...or is she four months now...holding her head up by herself for the first time. It was beautiful. She was beautiful. And right next to her was my two year old completely knocked out. Slobber down the side of her mouth and everything. Actually, they both were slobbering. It was a beautiful sight. The most beautiful slobbers I have seen. And I thought to myself...what do I have to complain about? As long as I have these two...not to mention my wife...except she doesn't slobber half as much as the kids do. She slobbers, but just not as much. She was slobbering in the restaurant the other day, but what are you gonna do? HAHA. Just joking. Anyhoo, seeing my two daughters, I realize life is good.
But, don't sleep. Best believe, I will forget tomorrow. I am good at that. So, don't be surprised if I am back complaining and feeling sorry for myself. I just wanted to warn you ahead of time.
Bless me indeed and enlarge my territory. Keep your hands on me and keep me from my enemies sot hat I may cause no pain.
Keep it natural.
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