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Monday, August 10th 2009

01:52:41 AM

Schizophrenic or hustler???



I think I can write a book about hustling.  Not necessarily GOOD hustling but just hustling.  I mean, I know some good hustlers out there that don't have time to write a book cause they are hustling.  And their hustle is good.  My hustle...hmmmm...my hustle needs some work.  I am a broke hustler.  I cannot even do the dance the hustle!  Yes, I can...I am just not good...which is a metaphor for my hustle. 

I hustle...yes, that I do...but my hustle seems to have me running around the world like a chiken with my head cut off and nothing to show for it, but a body with no head.  Lemme think before I talk...cause I am pretty sure that my hustling will pay off eventually...just right now..hmmm...let's see...I feel like I am losing sleep for no reason.


Okay, okay...before I take another breath, lemme re-state that.  I know deep down in my heart that my hustle is not in vain.  We are doing GOD's will and we are touching many lives.  I know cause I get the emails and the twitters and the facebooks and myspace alerts and the Black Planet...okay, I don't still have a BLACK planet...but do you remember the BLACK PLANET.  Wow.  That used to be the business.  Anyhoo, I know GOD is using my wife and I.  I just like to complain.  Just check my status in a one day period and you will see my mood change from up to down to up again in a matter of three status updates.  I am moody.  My wife says I have ADHD.  If a doctor told me that I was Schizophrenic, I wouldn't be surprised.  To this day, I am not sure why folks follow my career...let alone follow me on TWITTER.  I am crazy.  Do you like following crazy people?

What ever the case, i am glad that people find interest in me.  And I pray that they keep being interested all the way until the last days of my life.  Maybe I am so crazy, I am interesting.  Maybe I am so interesting, I am crazy.  I know that I just got done with a very fun SPOKEN FUNK telecast and live show and should really be sleeping right now cause I have the radio show at 9 in the morning which means that I have to get up at 6 in the morning...and what am I doing up again...??  Just rambling. 

...oh yea...I had a poem idea that I made up with my wife and Charles on the way home from the show tonight.  People that put on their clothes for GOD when they go to GODLY fuunctions and then throw on their club clothes when they go to the club.  Too many people wear Jesus on their sleeves and not in their hearts.  They put on their belt of rightousness (did I spell that right) and think they are hearing the ARMOUR of GOD.  YOU need to LIVE that way every day!  You can't wear HIM and them take HIM off whenever you want to.  You need to live, breath walk and talk Christ in order to be a CHRISTIAN.  Don't think I am saying that you will never make mistakes...LORD knows, I do every single day.  But, everyday, I am striving to walk in the ways of the LORD.  I don't do it especially hard on this one day, cause I am performing at a church.  I do it the same way at a church than when I rock an open mic at a club.  When I perform,  I don't perform my CHRISTIAN pieces...I perform my pieces...my pieces that I can perform ANYWHERE...I am a Christian...all day every day!!  Am I making sense?  Or am I making someone mad right now and gonna receive hate mail?  Do they call it HATE E-mails?  Hmm, that doesn't sound right. 

Anyhoo, I know what I mean, I pray that you know what I mean, too.  If not, maybe I can be more clearer in the poem and at a time when it is not three o'clock in the morning.  I hope I write this one.  Do you know how many dope poems I said I was gonna write and didn't?  A million and three.  This one will be a million and four if I don't write it.  Have a wonderful and blessed week...yay!

But as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord.

Keep it natural.


     
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