Hey, Lord, guide my dreams and make them seem like reality and then guide my reality and make it seem like my dreams. Then I will get so confused rather I'm sleeping or awake and maybe this life won't be so hard to take. I mean, come on, Lord. How much longer must I wait? This is all sounding too much like a poem, but it is more like a plea. A brother needs help, please. I know that you never give more than we can handle, but I almost feel like I am about to break...I need some answers before my body has an earthquake. I am living on fault lines and they are about to erupt and when they do, my whole body will crumble under the pressure. I need you to release something. Give me a break on one of the things that is causing me stress...I prefer to release me from all of it, but at least one, so I can breath a little easier...sleep a little more sound and have a little extra ooomph to be the kind of daddy that I had around. Oh, man, and if you release two...wow...ain't no telling what I can do....be the type of husband that does what he is supposed to do. And maybe even have a smile or two...Lord...and I am not even telling you what will happen if three things are released...then four...noooo...five...I have more problems that I can count...it is amazing that I am still alive. Crazy that I haven't killed myself, yet. Actually, I know why...it called a family! I love them so. And if I go...who is gonna feed their soul with words of encouragement for days when they are feeling like I am feeling? Who is gonna pick them up when they fall? Who is gonna love them more than I? Who's gonna write poems about them and sing special songs for them? Who? Yea, I knwo why I haven't done nothing crazy, yet? I have a beautiful family to raise and love. But, I still can't help feeling overwhelmed and confused...don't know which way is up and know too well which way is down, cause I am falling fast. Is there a ground? I need to hit something so I can bounce back up...but instead I keep falling like the never ending drama of rocks in the bottomless water of hate, discourage and pain. Lord, get me out of this game. Save me. Can I do over? Pause...something. I need a break. Please take over the controlls and lead me back to normal, at least. I remember when I was normal, at least. Now, I feel strange...act strange...like a stranger is living inside of me bringing me down with the drama rocks in the bottomless...oh...you know I am saying? Save me, Lord. I am about to drown. Guide my dreams and make them seem like reality and then guide my reality and make it seem like my dreams. I am calling out for help...LORD help me!!!
Dear LORD, hear my brother's plea that his plea be answered ccording to your will. sometimes what seems like a milesone of wait for us is a twinkling of aneye for you... I trust you LORD for my brother because I am conviced of your omnipotence...and you sid you'd give us the desires of our hearts as long as we desire you to be our LOrd and Saviour and I know my brother claims that.You said where two or more are joined together you are in the midst and I know you are here with my prayer and his plea, inthe name of Jesus. So le it be asked, so let it be done. Amen,Amen, and Amen. OneLove Dev
Thank you Arlene...I need some prayer right now and feel encouraged y yours...thank you. 
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