This may look a little sloppy today.  i am not gonna spell check.  i am going old school, like I used to do it.  HAHA.  I remember I used to write more honestly.  It was waaaay before I started the online journal thingy.  BUt, then, my public life became a part of my secret life and I started combining the two.  Then I got married and my secret life all splashed on my journal was affecting my family.  Ughhh.  I hate when that happens.  So, I lost some honesty in my writing.  It seems like I can't leave out certain things.  It is either all or nothing.  I hate that.  I haven't found the happy medium.  Cause nowadays I feel like I am not telling you all the whole story.  I feel like there is more that I am leaving out.  Like why exactly I am feeling the way I am feeling on some days.  By, the way, today is great, thus far.  God did some revealing to me this morning.  And the show is going great.  Tickets are selling like hot pancakes on a Sunday morning at IHOP.  Ahem...excuse me... 

That is neither here nor there.  I am gonna go back to writing the way I used to with a twist.  So, one thing that I remember is...I used to write without YOU in the picture.  In other words, I wasn't writing to YOU.  I was writing for ME.  Get it?  So, I want to try that again.  Only this time, I will still, of course, leave out all the super private stuff, like the time I had gingivitus and stuff.  But, I will try to be closer to me.  In all of my journals, my walk with GOD has been me...but I want to be even more me.  And I am doing this for my own sanity.  Since I am never gonna take the time to start back up my private journal and this is the only outlet that I am gonna use to help myself.  I might as well be as real as possible with it.  Ya' Heard?

Okay, I forgot to mention.  I am human.  A rather NOT smart one at that.  I may forget all of this tomorrow. 

Bless me indeed and enlarge my territory.  Keep your hands on me and keep me from my enemies so that I may cause no pain.  Halleluyah.

Keep it Natural.